Calm down my heart...don't beat so fast...don't be afraid...
So this is the week it goes down...I think.
I believe the carpenter foreman will be at the Javits this week on a job and he said he'd find out about the whole apprenticeship for me. I'm going to call him on Wednesday to follow up. I'm going to need to know either way cuz I'll have to make preparations for this coming year. Either its a welcome change in lifestyle or I start the process of finding other work. I don't mind the GES gig so much, but I need something consistent something a lot more steady.
I'll have to preparing a new resume and see where I can go next. At the very least, I will have the GES gig and the bar plus anytime the production company calls me for work. I can live off these jobs but Id rather have just one solid gig to live off of, so I can begin working on myself a bit more.
Its going to be another rough month of trying to make rent but coming up short and having to borrow money to pay and begin the next month in a deficit due to the paying back of the loan.
I'm getting over a cold right now and stocking up on chicken soup would have been a good thing but I just can't afford it right now. I have food, just not the right food.
This next year will hopefully bring me more peace of mind but I can honestly say I haven't had any feelings about it. I don't have a title for this next year. I can't "feel" what's coming. Its prob cuz I'm just stuck in my misery over this year's struggles so I haven't pondered it yet.
Getting laid has definitely improved my spirits a bit. I needed it badly and despite my coughing, sneezing and hangover headache, I was actually energetic and determined to get a few things accomplished. So hopefully I stay this way this week. I hope I can breathe better tomorrow so I can hit the gym.
Its going to be a long day until Wednesday, I tell you what.
I believe the carpenter foreman will be at the Javits this week on a job and he said he'd find out about the whole apprenticeship for me. I'm going to call him on Wednesday to follow up. I'm going to need to know either way cuz I'll have to make preparations for this coming year. Either its a welcome change in lifestyle or I start the process of finding other work. I don't mind the GES gig so much, but I need something consistent something a lot more steady.
I'll have to preparing a new resume and see where I can go next. At the very least, I will have the GES gig and the bar plus anytime the production company calls me for work. I can live off these jobs but Id rather have just one solid gig to live off of, so I can begin working on myself a bit more.
Its going to be another rough month of trying to make rent but coming up short and having to borrow money to pay and begin the next month in a deficit due to the paying back of the loan.
I'm getting over a cold right now and stocking up on chicken soup would have been a good thing but I just can't afford it right now. I have food, just not the right food.
This next year will hopefully bring me more peace of mind but I can honestly say I haven't had any feelings about it. I don't have a title for this next year. I can't "feel" what's coming. Its prob cuz I'm just stuck in my misery over this year's struggles so I haven't pondered it yet.
Getting laid has definitely improved my spirits a bit. I needed it badly and despite my coughing, sneezing and hangover headache, I was actually energetic and determined to get a few things accomplished. So hopefully I stay this way this week. I hope I can breathe better tomorrow so I can hit the gym.
Its going to be a long day until Wednesday, I tell you what.