I hate goodbyes.
My biggest fear in life has always been my loved ones dying. I never seemed to handle that situation right when people close to me passed away, but I don't think anyone grieves the same way as another. I know that I am older now and with the recent passing of my Aunt I handled it better. Yet my dad told my mom he could feel his body starting to get old, actually feel like it was going through the process. I don't know how I would react to losing my dad, I'd probably cry myself to sleep for a long time. That's what's been on my mind a lot lately and it scares me so much and I guess it just gets me down when I'm by myself, like this morning, right now. If one thing consumes my mind when no one is around, it's definently that. :/