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so the last few days of my life has been like my mind.
half shitty.
half great.
i finally put my notice in at the gas station. i feel like a 2000 pound weight has been lifted. i'm going to go look for a cna job tomorrow.
i got to hang out with kim a bunch, that was cool. i absolutely love that girl. she's crazy, but nontheless, i appreciate her. she's a really good friend.
i found out another one of my friends slept with a guy after i told her not to and got an std. i warned her. i can't decided if i should be her friend or not. i told her not to, and she said she never would. sure, i didn't flat out say he had an std, b/c i was starting to trust this guy again after he screwed over another one of my friends. it's taken 6 months for me to talk to him, but i told her not to and that should be enough. shit, i even called her when she was at his house and asked to talk to him and told him he'd better tell her the truth. wtf? he said he had already talked to her and she heard the whole conversation. he told her he had testicular cancer. she's stupid. i don't think i can befriend anyone with such a large lack of intellect.
i missed class today and got drunk instead. it was a good call. i needed a break. i have a test tomorrow, but it will be easy.
*sigh* i have so many thoughts in my head right now. i want to go beat the shit out of that guy for one, and hit her for another, but so many feelings about life.
my thoughts are deep right now.
that's not conducive to sleep, so this is annoying.
i guess i'm just gonna start some debate work for the first time in months. strange.
half shitty.
half great.
i finally put my notice in at the gas station. i feel like a 2000 pound weight has been lifted. i'm going to go look for a cna job tomorrow.
i got to hang out with kim a bunch, that was cool. i absolutely love that girl. she's crazy, but nontheless, i appreciate her. she's a really good friend.
i found out another one of my friends slept with a guy after i told her not to and got an std. i warned her. i can't decided if i should be her friend or not. i told her not to, and she said she never would. sure, i didn't flat out say he had an std, b/c i was starting to trust this guy again after he screwed over another one of my friends. it's taken 6 months for me to talk to him, but i told her not to and that should be enough. shit, i even called her when she was at his house and asked to talk to him and told him he'd better tell her the truth. wtf? he said he had already talked to her and she heard the whole conversation. he told her he had testicular cancer. she's stupid. i don't think i can befriend anyone with such a large lack of intellect.
i missed class today and got drunk instead. it was a good call. i needed a break. i have a test tomorrow, but it will be easy.
*sigh* i have so many thoughts in my head right now. i want to go beat the shit out of that guy for one, and hit her for another, but so many feelings about life.
my thoughts are deep right now.
that's not conducive to sleep, so this is annoying.
i guess i'm just gonna start some debate work for the first time in months. strange.