Apr 12, 2006 23:23
Well the future's got me worried, such awful thoughts. My head is a carousel of pictures. The spinning never stops. Now I'm tryin' to be assertive. I'm making plans. Wanna rise to the occasion, yeah, meet all of their demands. But all I do is just lay in bed and hide under the covers. I know I should be brave but I'm just too afraid of all this change. And it's too hard to focus through all this doubt. I keep making these "To Do" lists but nothing gets crossed out.