beyond_your absence

[beyond_obvious]

I have been here before

I am all guarded up because I know you are waiting with the dagger

And you say it is my fault

i say you always look for a fault

no one is perfect

my imperfection is minor

if you cant see past that

then fuck you too

I am so hurt

I am so angry

I have been nothing but devoted to you

And I am so sorry that you are so unhappy with your life

That you make me feel like shit day in and day out

I counted on you

I counted on you being there forever

For better or for worse no?

You are leaving for a stupid reason

Which means, that that is not the reason at all

Which makes me even more sad