dont cry for me argentina, the truth is i never left you.
hello, my name is alexa
and i have a problem...
he made me this way..
so i was looking at all my old entries from when i first started this thing, and things have changed a lot. for one, im over blair. it seems like so long ago that we went out..like forever ago or like it never happened butits only been like a year. yea as cliche as this sounds, he took a part of me with him. the part that is confident in myself when it comes to guys, and feeling secure that they like me. but instead i always feel like or am scared they like sum1 else, or arent interested anymore or are gonna break up with me. thankksss.. aha
but my friends were really there for me through that! thanks guys..u guys arealways there. u have no idea how much u mean to me. you guys are the best. and u know who u are. things with my friends have changed also.. ive grown apart from some and grown closer to others. its sad that i hafta grow apart but rejoicing that i grow closer.
but the one friend i really miss the most is, james. idk i was looking at my comments from him and he always knew howta make me feel better but now we dont talk anymore. and its sad, i really miss him. we used ta be close..or i at least considered us clsoe, idk about him, and i had the biggest crush on him for like ever until robert came along. but i love james and i miss him. james i miss you! us and our cool nick names..juh-aimes..and uh-lex-uh (yea i got that for my lisence plate, kid)
things are definetly a lot differnt this year. last year def. did suck, but it was also really good at places. i mean im so hapyp this year, but i miss the old times from last year too. this year has already tested freindships, so many more people are getting hurt in ways they never have before, hearts are being broken for the first time, and just comingto the realization that even the people closest to you or that try to look the happiest are the ones with problems and need u the most as much as they brush it off. i know i know this is a part of growing up, but cant we stay little forever?
<< say it like you mean it,
>> lexa
and i have a problem...
he made me this way..
so i was looking at all my old entries from when i first started this thing, and things have changed a lot. for one, im over blair. it seems like so long ago that we went out..like forever ago or like it never happened butits only been like a year. yea as cliche as this sounds, he took a part of me with him. the part that is confident in myself when it comes to guys, and feeling secure that they like me. but instead i always feel like or am scared they like sum1 else, or arent interested anymore or are gonna break up with me. thankksss.. aha
but my friends were really there for me through that! thanks guys..u guys arealways there. u have no idea how much u mean to me. you guys are the best. and u know who u are. things with my friends have changed also.. ive grown apart from some and grown closer to others. its sad that i hafta grow apart but rejoicing that i grow closer.
but the one friend i really miss the most is, james. idk i was looking at my comments from him and he always knew howta make me feel better but now we dont talk anymore. and its sad, i really miss him. we used ta be close..or i at least considered us clsoe, idk about him, and i had the biggest crush on him for like ever until robert came along. but i love james and i miss him. james i miss you! us and our cool nick names..juh-aimes..and uh-lex-uh (yea i got that for my lisence plate, kid)
things are definetly a lot differnt this year. last year def. did suck, but it was also really good at places. i mean im so hapyp this year, but i miss the old times from last year too. this year has already tested freindships, so many more people are getting hurt in ways they never have before, hearts are being broken for the first time, and just comingto the realization that even the people closest to you or that try to look the happiest are the ones with problems and need u the most as much as they brush it off. i know i know this is a part of growing up, but cant we stay little forever?
<< say it like you mean it,
>> lexa