Job Suckage...
I wonder if I will ever have a job in college that I fully enjoy. I hate that I HATE my job. Its really sad, because I was so excited to return to the B&G Club. But it seems like while I was gone from August to Novemember, something changed. Many of the kids are not the same and the coworkers are just not as caring and warm as they once were. Its really upsetting sometimes, because I remember how much I loved working there and took pride in it. Now I count down the mins (which go by so freaking slow) every shift I have. I say I'll be done in April, because I feel obligated to stay now that they bribed me to stay by offering me a scholarship. As horrible as that sounds, it seems impossible to say that I will be able to make it until April. That leads me to Build A Bear. I love the people at Build A Bear, but I fear that it will be like the last time I returned there. I enjoyed it for aobut 2 months and then became very bored with the job itself. This is where I wonder if I will ever have a job in college that I enjoy. Its very hard to go to a job that you just cannot stand being at. But I guess for the time being I'll get through it. I hate to be one that continually complains, but I'm just so unhappy at my job right now. It puts me in such a sour mood to be there and put up with all the stuff I originally left there because of. I'm going to start looking into other options so that I can be happy at a job again. Alright, well enough rant. I'm sure nobody wanted to read my excessive complaining about my job. I'm sorry, but just being at work (where I'm at now) make me under the weather.