It's been a while:
You know those days where you just wake up and everything just hits you right in the face? You feel like you've woken up from a dream that's gone on too long, now the world is clear and it's bright as crap and you really just want to go back to sleep.
That day you realise how much of a loser you've been in the past, the day you realise how much of a bitch your ex was. How in love you supposedly were with her and now you hate her guts. (Okay, I don't hate her, but I hate the heart-wrenching mess she left me in.) The day you bark an angry "NO THANKYOU!" to all the lovely things you're offered, or you don't do the nice things you usually would. It's one of those days where you wanna write a song because all the words are up there, but you fear revisiting old events will only hinder the progress you've made - and you've come far, really, you have.
The day where spring is at it's best in a while, but you feel too sick to take a single step outside. The day after the night you spent thinking about your wonderful perfect girlfriend - the hangover of her not being there when you wake up. That single day were nothing goes right, but everything seems to be making alot more sense. That day were reality is prominent, and you just want it to GO AWAY.
"Most days of the year are unremarkable. They begin, and they end, with no lasting memories made in between. Most days have no impact on the course of a life."
- This, my friends, is NOT one of those days.
That day you realise how much of a loser you've been in the past, the day you realise how much of a bitch your ex was. How in love you supposedly were with her and now you hate her guts. (Okay, I don't hate her, but I hate the heart-wrenching mess she left me in.) The day you bark an angry "NO THANKYOU!" to all the lovely things you're offered, or you don't do the nice things you usually would. It's one of those days where you wanna write a song because all the words are up there, but you fear revisiting old events will only hinder the progress you've made - and you've come far, really, you have.
The day where spring is at it's best in a while, but you feel too sick to take a single step outside. The day after the night you spent thinking about your wonderful perfect girlfriend - the hangover of her not being there when you wake up. That single day were nothing goes right, but everything seems to be making alot more sense. That day were reality is prominent, and you just want it to GO AWAY.
"Most days of the year are unremarkable. They begin, and they end, with no lasting memories made in between. Most days have no impact on the course of a life."
- This, my friends, is NOT one of those days.