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[beyond_darkness]

sitting here eating nacho chips feeling sorry for myself
im freaking annoyed
and upset
yesterday was a fucking horrible day
all the memories of that shit came back
i cried myself to sleep and i fucking shouldnt have .. i dont want to let him have that power over me again
meanwhile my boss rang me this morning to abuse me over something that wasnt even my freaking fault
i cant get incontact with someone who could quite possibly cheer me up

argh...
maybe ill go back to bed