goodbye cruel world

[beyond_compare]

My life is over.

Everything I've ever loved has come crashing down before my eyes. I can't move. I can't speak. I can't breathe.
I am suffocatingThe love of my life is gone. GONE. FOREVER

Comments

Private to Evan Stockton

[missedthemark]

WHEN I FIND HIM I'M GOING TO KILL HIM.

I am so embarrassed right now. Just. Oh God.

Ian

Private to Ian Marks

[beyond_compare]

I'm SO SORRY. I can't even -- I'm just SO SORRY. He's INSANE.

I will HELP YOU KILL HIM. Along with Jordan, I'm sure.

Evan

Re: Private to Evan Stockton

[missedthemark]

Why would you be sorry? You're not the one who wrote ... that ... I can't even look at it right now. How does he come up with these things? What's wrong with him?

Jordan has even more reason, I'm sure -- I mean, at least his was sort of true, I mean with him liking Melissa and all ... At least no one was crazy enough to believe those entries for more than a few seconds. I hope.

Ian

Private to Ian Marks

[beyond_compare]

Well, besides about six people rushing up to make sure that I wasn't killing myself, there seemed to be little actual reaction. I'm still going to kill him.

And I'm just sorry that you had to... well, bear the embarrassment, too. I have no idea what goes through his head.

We have to come up with a suitable reaction.

Evan

Re: Private to Evan Stockton

[missedthemark]

As if you'd ever ... ugh, really.

I'm just ... I feel bad because ... I thought ... well, it's none of my business but I thought you were dating someone? And with all the things Adam has been saying lately, I just don't want anyone to ... you know, get the wrong impression!

Maybe we should talk to his brothers. I'm sure they're well-versed in revenge-against-Adam sort of things.

Ian

Private to Ian Marks

[beyond_compare]

I... dating someone? What made you think that?
I mean I am but I kind of thought you and I did have some chemis

Yeah, they probably are pretty well-versed in it.

Evan

Re: Private to Evan Stockton

[missedthemark]

You mean you're not? That makes me feel better than it should It's just, um, I assumed, uh -- you're always going off places and stuff, I just kind of figured... I mean, I'm not upset that Adam said that stuff because I don't think you're a nice guy or anything, it's just that it's not true and ... you know.

Or we could just throw him into the lake and keep him there until the giant squid eats him.

Ian

Private to Ian Marks

[beyond_compare]

Why haven't you dated anyone lately?

Evan

Re: Private to Evan Stockton

[missedthemark]

I guess I didn't feel up to another round of disasters and then you or ... something ... why?

Ian

Private to Ian Marks

[beyond_compare]

... Look. We've been friends for a long time, right? We can tell each other the truth?

Do you have anything to tell me?

Evan

Re: Private to Evan Stockton

[missedthemark]

...

No, not really. Not ... right now, anyway. Will that do?

Ian

Private to Ian Marks

[beyond_compare]

Well, um. Sure.

Do you mind if ... I tell you something, then?

Evan

Re: Private to Evan Stockton

[missedthemark]

Uhm ... well, sure?

Ian

Private to Ian Marks

[beyond_compare]

Alright, well, this isn't really the easiest way, but I figure if I want us to be more open, then this is the best way to start.

I'm, well. I'm gay.

Evan

Re: Private to Evan Stockton

[missedthemark]

Oh. I. Uhm. That -- I. oh.

Private to Ian Marks

[beyond_compare]

Damn

I. Well. Maybe I shouldn

I just wanted to... tell you. Because you're my closest friend, and all. fu That's all. Sorry, I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable.

Evan.