wow... i need to post more often...
Sooo i sit here in Kentucky... or Kaintuck... as i like to call it in my southern/kentuckian accent.... just wasting my life away... well not really my cousins are here and they are just chillin with me... but i must say that I must quote part of angel's xanga entry as i have found it facinating... and in some sense feel the same way....
"Love is fleeting. I'm sorry to say that. I don't think I believe in soul mates or true love. I love my family. I love my friends. I love my cat. I love eating watermelon. Point being: love doesnt mean much. I can say I love anything. I would die for my family. I would sacrifice for my friends. I would pay $350 to keep my cat. Watermelon means nothing to me. Silly comparison, but its valid. I really havent had that feeling of "love" that holds me back. Maybe Im too young.... I've been living in Narnia too long. I need to step out of the wardrobe. Into real. Into the war. I appreciate being protected- but battles are best won on one's own. Mistakes are for making. Lessons are for learning. Shelters are for protecting. Storms are for nourishing."
Thanx angel for those wonderful words... ive been sitting back a long time thinking to my self that I would die to be "in love" with someone.... but then i realize I really dont know what those words really mean... ive never dated anyone... ive never kissed anyone... mainly when i go out with girls i don't consider it a date because most of them are my friends... i mean sure ive liked people before.....but thats not the same thing... "in love" happens to people who have been together for a while... its not just a first impression thing.... I would love to be able to honestly say that I am in love with someone... but that wont come about for a while.... or maybe it will NEVER come.... anyways... im done with my babbling for now... i hope all are doing well... and I really do miss everyone from school... well Later Gator!
~Paulie
ps... if you want to read a journal i update more regularly then hit up... www.xanga.com/actor_paulie
"Love is fleeting. I'm sorry to say that. I don't think I believe in soul mates or true love. I love my family. I love my friends. I love my cat. I love eating watermelon. Point being: love doesnt mean much. I can say I love anything. I would die for my family. I would sacrifice for my friends. I would pay $350 to keep my cat. Watermelon means nothing to me. Silly comparison, but its valid. I really havent had that feeling of "love" that holds me back. Maybe Im too young.... I've been living in Narnia too long. I need to step out of the wardrobe. Into real. Into the war. I appreciate being protected- but battles are best won on one's own. Mistakes are for making. Lessons are for learning. Shelters are for protecting. Storms are for nourishing."
Thanx angel for those wonderful words... ive been sitting back a long time thinking to my self that I would die to be "in love" with someone.... but then i realize I really dont know what those words really mean... ive never dated anyone... ive never kissed anyone... mainly when i go out with girls i don't consider it a date because most of them are my friends... i mean sure ive liked people before.....but thats not the same thing... "in love" happens to people who have been together for a while... its not just a first impression thing.... I would love to be able to honestly say that I am in love with someone... but that wont come about for a while.... or maybe it will NEVER come.... anyways... im done with my babbling for now... i hope all are doing well... and I really do miss everyone from school... well Later Gator!
~Paulie
ps... if you want to read a journal i update more regularly then hit up... www.xanga.com/actor_paulie