Aug 30, 2005 21:43
So it turns out it's not over after all.
Also, I'm weak.
But a girl's got needs, dammit, and I feel like I still somehow managed to handle the situation in an arguably mature manner. I don't know what to think about the comments made by the ex-roomies at Dirtbag's the other night -- I'm almost positive some or all of the story as told to me by Jia-Yi is false. Why she would make that up I don't know, but truthfully it wouldn't surprise me. I'd be fully content to never again revisit that conversation anyway.
I guess I'm happy with how it all turned out. There are some things I'm not overly thrilled about, but I think I made it clear that things need to change this year. Everything felt so wrong the last few weeks, but we were together last night and all of a sudden it was like nothing had ever gone wrong... everything was okay again. It was comforting and sweet and amazing and reassuring and everything that I needed it to be.
I don't know what it is about this boy that makes me so crazy.