hey
so i'm really confused at this point. I am in love with one guy but have strong feelings for another. the one i love is very violent and constantly brings me down but i still love him, the other one is everything i've been looking for but i have heard that he is a player. i don't know what to do. whichever way i go i'm hurting someone i care about which isn't my style at all. i have told "love" that if he doesn't clean up his act i'll walk away and not look back but so far no changes. i feel as though i have been more than patient with "love" and deserve someone who will treat me with respect and above all actually trust me with everything. In our relationship we have both (while broken up) been with other people and he constantly throws it in my face as if his actions weren't as bad, i told him i haven't slept with anyone else, you slept with my best friend at the time, we no longer talk, how am i the worse? I would just like to be happy and find someone worthy of my trust. the search continues, maybe "another" is feeling to me as i do him. as for now i'm confused, tomorrow brings hope for a brighter future.