some new hopes
- to still fit into a medium bikini (realistic, not insane, never will i be a small again, that dream is gone)
- to find some fun place to wear said medium bikini
- make a good grade on my tests this week especially this one and spanish
- to get this paid internship (i want it real bad, but as i am a realist, i wouldn't be shocked to get it, it's VERY selective and i'm not really the cream of the crop)
- to keep on this path of doing the right thing with
- boy (none)
- consumption (less/none - illicit and bad-for-me foods)
- studying instead of partying
- find a new guy who
- treats me good
- makes me laugh
- is fun
- tall would be a plus
- jew would be the coolest ever (never really dated one yet, crazy hu?)
- not get a tattoo even though i want one (ore more) very much
well, that's it. im happy that im doing well with the not-good-for-me boy situation. i have yet to give in since the event that made me look at him diff. go me! if u saw him, you'd be confused as to what the hell im doing by not giving him another chance but im right on this one. i love that the only person i try to convince is me. oh well, back to the books. *muah*