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so what do i have to say.... tonight was the christmas party for youth group and i just didnt want to go... i think i need a break from youth group i need friends my age.... i need to experince things i never have... last night i had a dream about joe.. i dont even know where it came from.... i just want him and i be best friends again .... i want to know everything about his new life... his life without me... its been soo freakin long since i have seen rocky.... so i guess he is no more in my life... its christmas break all my friends are home from college u'd think i'd be happy... but i am not because they are off in there new worlds with college friends and here i am still at home working.. dont get me wrong i love my job... i love some of the people i work with... we had are work christmas party nad it was soooo much fun... we all just talked the whole time... the food was amazing... but i am done being dependent on chocolate to make me happy... since it has only made me gain weighed.... in used to think i was fat in highschool ok i was sooo much thinner then.... i need to get into shape.... first things first no more chocolate... and as of today nor more pop.... two things down... next i need to work out more... its like the days i open i cant work out before work and after work i am tooo tired. and then the days i close i am tooo tired in the morning and then its tooo late after work.. and at lunch i dont wasn to come back to work all sweatie... i know i have an excuse for it all.... starting monday i am working out atleast twice a week and walking babs the days i dont work out... funny i need to write this all down on lj... i havent written in my real journal in forever... i found out that the girl i used to work with at my other job still works there ... she told robyn that she is now a manager of 8 other people... what does she tell people to pull staples out of paper and get paid to do it... i wonder if they are still in the storage place.... well got to go to bed i have to be at work tomorrow at 7:40 well actually i have to be at starbucks at 7:40 to meet nicole..