She's been there for every one.
It's Christy's 20th birthday tomorrow. It'll be the first family event my mum wont be at. It doesn't make much practical difference since Christy has been making all the food and doing all the cleaning for years, but still. She was there, and this time she wont be. That's if they do the traditional family get together for cake thing. And will it be at our house or Nan's? Christy's at Nana's so it makes sense to do it there. I wish.....I wish I could be there. Hopefully by the time they come down for a visit I'll have a good birthday present for her.
David comes home in two days. This has been the worst one so far. We're used to separation and obviously two weeks is the shortest amount of time we've been apart, but I think it's a newly wed thing, and I'm in a strange place alone. I have so many other things to worry about and no one to talk to. We're a little stressed about moving, but we can't do anything about it until he gets back. I have no focus, no direction, no distraction, no employment, and no company. It all adds to me being miserable, lonely, and sleeping a lot. I'm in New York so there's so many things I can do , places I can go, but it's really wet out, my shoes give me blisters, and I just don't feel like it. Perhaps I'll force myself. I can't hide in this little hovel all the time. The place is like a den. I feel like a bear and I should have some kind of insulating packing material lining the walls or something.
ta ta
David comes home in two days. This has been the worst one so far. We're used to separation and obviously two weeks is the shortest amount of time we've been apart, but I think it's a newly wed thing, and I'm in a strange place alone. I have so many other things to worry about and no one to talk to. We're a little stressed about moving, but we can't do anything about it until he gets back. I have no focus, no direction, no distraction, no employment, and no company. It all adds to me being miserable, lonely, and sleeping a lot. I'm in New York so there's so many things I can do , places I can go, but it's really wet out, my shoes give me blisters, and I just don't feel like it. Perhaps I'll force myself. I can't hide in this little hovel all the time. The place is like a den. I feel like a bear and I should have some kind of insulating packing material lining the walls or something.
ta ta