Sep 05, 2005 18:03
So school... It's a great thing. So far I'm having the time of my life.... classes, they arnt that bad, but a few of em really suck. Okay, most of them do with the exception of my FYS. My FYS just kicks ass so hard core, I love it love it. As far as guys, there have a been a few, but nothing worth sticking with or really going into detail about.... But I must admit I miss some of my peoples.... Paul called me last night, drunk. It was cute, but he is a good drunk, I gotta say... Still very put together. alonzo called me too.... I love that kid, I wanted to go visit him over labor day weekend, but I didn't for a few reasons... I have no fuckin idea how to get to college station, AND my friends wanted to go to San Antonio.... So I went with my friends... But college station would have been perfect... His room mate wouldnt have been there and it would have just been us... Oh well, everything happens for a reason, we shall see what this one was for! While I was home although I managed to forget my phone charger and glasses which I should have gotten today, but I'm just too fucking lazy to do that. I know, I'm pretty bad....
so I made spagetti today with bacon and tomato sauce, so wierd but it acutally tasted really good!!! I made it for my friends who just got back from the lake house and are totally hung over... I'm a good friend like that. And now I'm just using thier internet cus I'm a badass like that. Whew!
So, contemplations on life lately? Nothing much really. Just the usual on life, love, peace, and such. Always wondering whats next and why things happen... why I never get what I want but I always know where to find it. Wondering why I am in the place I am and why I can't really be somewhere else. Why things just couldnt be different and how they used to be. Why the first time is always better than anything else. And why I always compare everything to the first. Why people stick with me and what I ever did for them to stick with me. am I as hott as I make myself out to be? Cus if I am, why can't I land a guy I actually want. What is it I acutally like in a guy? My taste is so alover the place I'm not ever sure myself anymore... As always, just full of questions....
PEACE