I need you.
"I love you, I loved you all along."
Yeah, that would be nice.
Cute song though, hehe.
Well, once again, i have no clue what to write. I think i feel sick, but i'm not even sure. My stomach feels likes its turning constantly. I think its because i'm still pretending to myself i'm okay. I'm pretty down to be honest. I really need a hug. I think a hug from him and my other close friends is all i need.
I could really use someone to fall a sleep on right now you know. I need to sleep. I'm tired, but so awake. I need him. I feel safe when he's here. I sleep better when he's here.
But i guess thats silly, I should just shut up.
I don't mean to moan so much, i just get so mixed up, like i don't know how i feel. I'm pretty sure i'm both hurting and perfectly just fine. But I don't think thats possible. So i'll figure it out later.
Once again, I have no clue why i'm writing. I don't think I want to write about my day to be honest. There isn't much to write. I got up, got dressed, went to town with some special people, came home, did nothing, came on here.
Blah, blah.
Hmmmmmm, i haven't eaten today now I think about it. I'm a little scared, that tends to be a sign of me getting depressed. I can't be bothered to be depressed again.
I should just be happy while i'm not I suppose. It would be a good idea, hehe.
I'm going now anyway, I don't know what to write. The truth is, there are too many things i want to and need to wirte. I just don't have time right now for much, I need to think,
not type.
Hugs&Kisses
~ Bexie