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I hadnt touched cocaine in 2 weeks, or any drug for that matter apart from 1 alcaholic drink, untill last night that is. Went out without as much as a penny in my pocket & ended up pillin', pissed & well and truly coked up. Tolga managed to get 100 pills on tick untill monday, all it will cost is £80, which is really cheap so were gonna be making at least a minimum of £220 profit, so its out to work tonight.
I never thought id be dealing drugs, ever. ive sold small quantities every now and then but nothing major. My money situation is so tight at the moment im feeling its the easiest way out. Im working all the hours god sends & the payback is minimal. Im quite good at selling though cause i dont look like your stereotypical dodgy dealer im not on watch constantly by people. Im not seeing this as a future career but for the time being, means to an end.
As for cocaine, it doesnt touch me in the same way as it used to. i used to get major energy bursts & confidence would run through my body intensley but now is really blase, it makes me feel good but not amazing. Im glad its something i managed to drag out of routine wise before it got too serious. Less and less money is being spent on drugs by me and im proud that im learning to be on that particular scene & have the ability to say no.
I never thought id be dealing drugs, ever. ive sold small quantities every now and then but nothing major. My money situation is so tight at the moment im feeling its the easiest way out. Im working all the hours god sends & the payback is minimal. Im quite good at selling though cause i dont look like your stereotypical dodgy dealer im not on watch constantly by people. Im not seeing this as a future career but for the time being, means to an end.
As for cocaine, it doesnt touch me in the same way as it used to. i used to get major energy bursts & confidence would run through my body intensley but now is really blase, it makes me feel good but not amazing. Im glad its something i managed to drag out of routine wise before it got too serious. Less and less money is being spent on drugs by me and im proud that im learning to be on that particular scene & have the ability to say no.