Aug 21, 2005 11:24
Im so bored of this journal it kills me. Dya know when u just cant be botherd anymore? I feel im writting but its meaningless....
Im in a place in my life where im happy, ive got a boyfriend who i care about, yeah there are quite a bit of issues to be resolved but its by far the most interesting relationship i have ever had, and that says alot considering Carl & I were together over 2 years, where as me & Tolga 'officially' have been together over 3 weeks. He kinda keeps me grounded because with other people such as the DJ it seemed like battle of the intellect's. Use knowledge to impress etc, but with him, he really doesnt care that i did really well in my exams, thats not why hes with me. Im not sure if that makes sense but the other really intelligent people ive been with have always tried to shadow my knowledge with theirs, which is shallow.
You cant judge a book by its cover, neither can you judge a book by the words on the page... You need so search deeper to get the truth, theres always a twist & knowing comes from thinking and understanding.
i somestimes miss my philosophy class... it stimulated me weekly.
Im happy at work, i have off days, who doesnt. Im happy with the people i surround myself with. I cant wait for my holiday. Im looking forward to getting mak into the system and learning more too.
My posts mean nothing to no-one, im not sure they mean much to me. I dont even offleaod anymore, its just i did this i did that. who cares?