Havent been onlne for so long, somuch has been going on with me and the DJ, the only person who really knows about all the b*s is Davina (
evisu) . Things are in a bad cycle & ive been dragged in much deeper than i thought. He's been sleeping around, which is fine i suppose because @ the end of the day her NOT my bf.. however, i always assumed that the reason people had 'fuck buddies' were 2 avoid that whole thing of having to fuck about! Everyones going 2 say the same thing, get out, hes not worth it, its the same ol' shit, its just not that easy is it? i geniuenly care about him, why? who knows! This weekend i bumped into another girl hes sleeping with at a club and she was just so trashy! she was slimmer and had bigger boobs but not v.attractive at all... he made me feel like a fool, and totally got off on the fact i was raving with jealousy and he influenced the situation. Its all a game to him... the sex is great, he loves to eat out... my kinda guy. minus the others. im gonna sleep with him again and see how i feel, im not stupid (u may beg to differ), if im gonna get hurt ill break free, i just wanna see how i feel with him. After all, the idea when we met was something casual right?
A few snaps from the album...
Me & the gay ex boyf. Hes Gorge =)
Hey mr. DJ. this ones for baybee D.
Steve, Leroy, Me & Mark in the bkgnd!
Andrew, Market Boy & Antonio
Jason & Myself
Trai, Me, Gareth & Andrew <3
Brunette party girl barbie =)