it's a nice day to start again.

[bex_lovees_u]

so.
i feel like i haven't written in forever.
so quick update of last week and this one.

on the 17th, i ended things with lee.
like really ended them,
i went to his house and told him i couldn't do it anymore.
i haven't talked to him since the 22nd.
at all,
it's good.
still hurts, but it's healing quickly.

i've started talking to this guy named chad.
he seems pretty cool.
i'm not sure where it's going though.
like what he wants out of it.
but right now we are friends,
we talk daily,
and it's nice.

i'm also not going to do anything sexual for a least a month.
starting from the night i broke up with lee.
so i have 21 more days.
chloe, i can make it.
shut up.
maybe.
gah.

i'm doing really bad in school.
and it's not even because i'm lazy.
not most of it anyway.
it's from missing so much.
it got me way behind.
but next quarter should be fine.
i'm not going to miss anymore school, no matter what.
so it's all good, i should have at least all As and Bs next time.

next week is the birthday party chloe and demi have been planning for me.
i'm excited.
and nervous.
haha.
i don't know why i'm nervous.
but it's going to be so much fun!
and joe and jeremy are coming up.
it'll be great.

but yea.
that's really all that's going on.
my life isn't very eventful.
haha.