*mother in more control*
Isabel had a screaming fit for a few hours, where i was going to pull out my hair. I rang mum and she came and helped We bathed her, gave her a massage and she went right to sleep. But since then she has been such a good girl. She now sleeps 3 times a day and all through the night. So during the day i have time to do things for myself. I have been speaking to a few people, including the clinis health nurse show is lovely, a sleep expert for babies and i see the breastfeeding girls each month. Having andrew around for the evening really helps too... Constantly need hugs and kisses. Feel alot more in control. Havent been to boxercise lately though, feel a bit slack. Got offered a job at the *Pemberton Discovery tours* shop, avery casual and i can bring isabel. At the moment i dont feel ready to go back into work though...
Have been thinking of doing some study, have decided on teaching... will have to look into it a bit more..
Have been thinking of doing some study, have decided on teaching... will have to look into it a bit more..