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Isnt it funny how sooo much changes in such a little time?
Just a little bit ago...I was in love with someone so completely amazing.
I shared life with him. I shared dreams with him.
I shared me with him...he was my everything.
Then it all just fell apart. We went our seperate ways.
Now I look at him and hes soo different!
Hes not the same guy I fell in love with.
Hes someone who doesnt even interest me anymore.
But then I look deeper.
I know the real him. I know hes not like this.
I dont know whats up with him but I know the amazing guy he truly is.
I miss him.
Truth is..Ill always love him. He was my first love.
Then you have friends.
Friends are changing right before my eyes.
I dont hardly go to church anymore because I have so much goin at home.
But I miss church and the way it used to be.
Hardly anyone is the same.
Its like everyone changed.
I know people get older and change, but why does it have to be like this?
Why cant we all be best friends like it used to be?
Why do we have to live in this world of sin?
Im not saying Im perfect because Im not.
But Im so worried about people and it makes me hurt.
I dont know whats going on but I want everything back.
Ive matured so much these last 4 months its unbelievable.
Im trying my hardest to be the girl I know Im supposed to be and want to be.
Im trying to please God.
I want him proud of me. I dont want him dissapointed.
I want to be that girl that everyone looks at and says "wow, shes amazing."
I want to be an AMAZING example for other girls.
I just want things to be easy.
God never said they would be but I know He'll be there to help us.
I miss everything.
I miss things that were so perfect.
I guess it comes down to..I miss my old life.
And my old friends
And the way we were back then.
I want it back.
Just a little bit ago...I was in love with someone so completely amazing.
I shared life with him. I shared dreams with him.
I shared me with him...he was my everything.
Then it all just fell apart. We went our seperate ways.
Now I look at him and hes soo different!
Hes not the same guy I fell in love with.
Hes someone who doesnt even interest me anymore.
But then I look deeper.
I know the real him. I know hes not like this.
I dont know whats up with him but I know the amazing guy he truly is.
I miss him.
Truth is..Ill always love him. He was my first love.
Then you have friends.
Friends are changing right before my eyes.
I dont hardly go to church anymore because I have so much goin at home.
But I miss church and the way it used to be.
Hardly anyone is the same.
Its like everyone changed.
I know people get older and change, but why does it have to be like this?
Why cant we all be best friends like it used to be?
Why do we have to live in this world of sin?
Im not saying Im perfect because Im not.
But Im so worried about people and it makes me hurt.
I dont know whats going on but I want everything back.
Ive matured so much these last 4 months its unbelievable.
Im trying my hardest to be the girl I know Im supposed to be and want to be.
Im trying to please God.
I want him proud of me. I dont want him dissapointed.
I want to be that girl that everyone looks at and says "wow, shes amazing."
I want to be an AMAZING example for other girls.
I just want things to be easy.
God never said they would be but I know He'll be there to help us.
I miss everything.
I miss things that were so perfect.
I guess it comes down to..I miss my old life.
And my old friends
And the way we were back then.
I want it back.