Wow...

Jan 30, 2008 15:16

This is awkward, sorry LiveJournal for neglecting you so long. I wont do that again... oh no dont go out the door. Shit! Oh well, now that the bitch is gone I can start writing again. First though this wench yells at me as soon as I get in the door with all this shit like "You havent called or written in 4 weeks" and Im like "Shit I got a life" and she's like "I dont know if I can do this anymore" and Im like "FINE" and shes like "FINE!" Stuff like that; way to welcome a guy back, right? But I guess now that Im here I can write through my psychoses again. And now that Ive made light of situations that have ruined relationships and families I proudly present to you the mixing place of Kyle Glover's Id, Ego, Superego, Conscious, Unconscious, Subconscious and all other scientific names we give the source of light within all of us which makes us one. Im back.

Pretty bummed cuz every time Serj Tankian comes to New York, the tickets are sold out or it's during a time I have class. The Foo FIghters are playing with him this time and Im gonna miss it or have to drive 184 miles to bumfuck Upstate New York where I could get raped... again. This is further exacerbated by the fact I have no car or license for that matter. At least I have interesting classes and have achieved moments of extreme emotional clarity lately. It's pretty sweet when you feel the emotion of the artist flowing through the song into your mind, travel through your psyche and then penetrate your body. Cool stuff.

Speaking of classes though, they happen to be reinforcing my dislike for all forms of authority. It's important to question authority and if necessary to demolish it, if the repression it causes is an infringement upon freedom. The ability to do this though belongs to those of high intelligence and of pure thought. So basically this ability belongs to no one. The one to dispel the tyranny of authority from the universe must be one who grasps the Absolute Truth of Existence. Then they must spread it to the people of the world in the hopes that their minds and hearts would be opened by it, leading to a world governed by love and responsibility: not power and money. It's all quite hard to do though considering most people of the world are at an 8th Grade level emotionally. Hard to help the world when their concerned with how hot some celebrity is or how much money they can horde before their meaningless existence ends.

Am I to harsh? YES. But Im tired of the suffering in the world and all the empty calls of those who want to end it. We havent had a great American since Martin Luther King Jr. It's freaking ridiculous how many suffer in this world that we turn a deaf ear to and then claim we truly care about this world. We need to throw away our aspirations for material wealth and worldly things until we can exist at a level above that of a fucking thirteen year old. Fucking ridiculous how much of slaves we are and we sit around talking about how free we are. Suckers of Satan's cock those who can sit with a smile on your face while suffering still exists.

Being angry isnt going to help the situation though. It's love, the Absolute Truth, that will heal the world. Then we can all walk side by side in bliss knowing the truth and existing above the illusion that is pressed upon us by authority. Albert Camus said it well-

"Don't walk behind me; I may not lead. Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow. Just walk beside me and be my friend."

Remember to think for yourself and to question authority, always. Then set aside your ego and question whether you are truly thinking for yourself. The infection of authority runs deep.

Peace and Love to all
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