Dancing With Chris
I'm waaaay too lazy to post a creative entry today. I went out dancing last night with my friend Chris and damn did it feel good! Ahhh! We stayed out until 3 a.m. dancing. I felt so alive, it was great. But alas, this morning I'm completely sore and spent. It feels good though, to have every muscle in your body ache from too much fun. I've always liked the soreness afterwards. Maybe I'm strange.
On a side note, I happen to have the hots for Chris. He's absolutely f*cking GORGEOUS! And the man can move. He's got this really tight and hard body, definitely all male. Dancing against him last night was such a delicious torture. He has this way of grabbing onto my hips that makes my knees go weak and every nerve catch on fire. But then, I've always liked a man who can take control on the dance floor. Makes you feel so womanly when you're with a guy like that. And to top it off, he's a complete gentleman. He opened all the doors and pulled out all my chairs. It was sweet and so different from what I'm used to. Of course, I have no clue if he's interested in me at all. Girl's were practically throwing themselves at him all last night. LOL. So yeah, he's prolly not interested. But whatever, I'm just going to enjoy dancing with him. *Sigh*
Well, back to the world of the mundane for me. Laundry sucks!!
P.S--Posting these lyrics because I love this song and because its exactly how I've been feeling these days.
" I Don't Want To Be "
Gavin DeGraw
( Chariot )
I don't need to be anything other than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other than a birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going is knowing where I'm coming from
I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by a deadly crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one to notice?
I can't be the only one who's learned
I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think about me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
Can I have everyone's attention please
See, not like this and that
You're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain, the crust of creation
My whole situation made from clay, dust, stone
And now I'm telling everybody
I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I'm trying to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I don't want to be
I don't want to be
I don't want to be
I don't want to be