Mar 15, 2005 16:19
I'm sick with a fever today. I slept until 3 this afternoon. Lol. Once I get my chores done I'm going to crawl back into bed and do it again. I HATE BEING SICK!
Now, as I haven't updated since Saturday, I wanted to write a little bit about my thoughts on Mr. Gorgeous. I've decided to give my attraction to him to my Lord. I'm doing this because I know that as much as I like him there isn't much I can do about it myself. If it is meant to be then I will trust in God to bring it about. For now, I want to respect this man with my thoughts and actions by viewing him only as my brother in Christ. Plus, what better way to know that a guy likes you than to have HIM make the first move? What can I say, I'm old fashioned.
As for other things, I'm still out of work. But I've decided to really dig my heels in and press forward. I've got to start working and I've got to start getting myself pulled together. I think the time for me to move on has come at last. God has been working on me and preparing me, so now I must take the next steps. I'm never going to reach anyone or be an example to anyone if I'm always stuck at home. Plus, I REALLY want to start driving soon. I saw the cutest Honda Civic a month ago, it won't be there when I'm ready to buy, but I want one just like it. Although, when I picture myself behind the wheel of anything I get extremely nervous (which is why partly why I've been so hesitant about it). Oh well.
Oh, one more thing about Mr. Gorgeous lets call him E.S. from now on. Mr. Gorgeous might be too superficial. I sincerely hope that nobody from my church figures out who I'm talking about. LOL! I'm sure I'd move to a different country and change my name if that ever happpened.
Love and Blessings,
Bewildered