Dec 24, 2007 15:24
Right now I just feel like I wish I didn't exist. This time of year is just a reminder of how much my family doesn't care about me.
It's a reminder of how, no matter how hard I try, I will never make anyone happy.
I've done everything I can to stop thinking about my job decision. Yet it hangs over my head everyday. I don't know what I want to do.
So screw it. Screw it all. I'm tired of it and just want all of this out of my mind. I'm tired of myself.