*paces*
Ok, so here are my dillemas:
1) Am actually considering signing up to do art as well as fic for the samdean_otp minibang. I've never posted art before, but I've actually been drawing/painting most of my life so it has the potential to be fun. Buuuut, it would also be MY FIRST TIME and I hate to saddle some poor writer with me in case it turns out that I actually suck and have no clue what I'm doing. But there are a lot more writers than artists for the minibang and they've extended the signups AND it's one of the few where they're allowing people to do both so.... *breathes* I'm not sure what to do.
2) I'm almost done with the rough draft of said minbang (I have a one track mind today and for once it's not about porn) and now I need a beta. It's my first ever wing!fic so I'm kind of nervous and I'd really like it if someone who knows a little bit about wing!fic or is a fan of it could tell me if I'm totally screwing it up. Volunteers?
3) why is kitty!Jensen being so angsty!?
4) My 1 year fic-iversary is next week! I had meant to do something special for it and now I may not even have any random fic to post on that day!
Ok, I'm stopping, I'm done. Thank you for listening to me rant!