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I should be picking up my mom soon. Her surgery must be over with by now. I hope everything went ok, I'm sure she looks great...i mean she will after all of the swelling calms down.
Cathy called me and invited me to go with her,Lauren, Manny, and his cousin Adrian to hang out tomorrow. That sounds great and all, but I'm sure my parents wont let me out late. They said becky and I had to be home by 12pm. Cathy doesn't get off work till 12! So that leaves me with nothing. I was really looking foward to hanging out, and actually having something to do on New Years Eve. Last Year Mariel, Lauren, Laurie, and I went to a party at Nelson's house...good times. Speaking of..
My sister had a little birthday party yesterday. I needed someone to be there with me (So I didn't lose my mind), So I picked up Lauren and took her to my house. We were chillin, watching Showgirls, when we just started to think back to last year and all of the crazy stuff we did. All the times we were *spending* the night at someone's house, all the people we hung out with, all of the parties, even all of the drama. We had so much fun out at the tracks, or at the spot, going to AZD with the munchies after the parties, it reminded me that this year wasn't a total waste. And though there was a lot of heartbreak and bullshit, my girls, my friends, everyone helped me in a small way. Just talking to Lauren about the memories we've made, made my day, my year really, much more enjoyable.
I talked to Chris yesterday. He made me realize something very important about my love life. I've been complaining that every guy in Yuma just wants to be "friends with benefits", and aren't looking for a relationship. In reality, there are nice guys out there, its that my standards are too for me to see it. All the guys I've been interested in are very cute, and nice and stuff. But i've only been looking on the outside. I guess I feel like that's all I have left. Sorry ugly guys dont do it for me...its blunt, its cocky, and somewhat bitchy. But I dont think much of anyone anymore. I guess a nice personality does nothing to me, but a six pack abs...yeah that sounds nice... Shoot me down, I cant stand myself
I just got word that my mom is still in surgery, but everything seems to be ok. She'll be just fine
Cathy called me and invited me to go with her,Lauren, Manny, and his cousin Adrian to hang out tomorrow. That sounds great and all, but I'm sure my parents wont let me out late. They said becky and I had to be home by 12pm. Cathy doesn't get off work till 12! So that leaves me with nothing. I was really looking foward to hanging out, and actually having something to do on New Years Eve. Last Year Mariel, Lauren, Laurie, and I went to a party at Nelson's house...good times. Speaking of..
My sister had a little birthday party yesterday. I needed someone to be there with me (So I didn't lose my mind), So I picked up Lauren and took her to my house. We were chillin, watching Showgirls, when we just started to think back to last year and all of the crazy stuff we did. All the times we were *spending* the night at someone's house, all the people we hung out with, all of the parties, even all of the drama. We had so much fun out at the tracks, or at the spot, going to AZD with the munchies after the parties, it reminded me that this year wasn't a total waste. And though there was a lot of heartbreak and bullshit, my girls, my friends, everyone helped me in a small way. Just talking to Lauren about the memories we've made, made my day, my year really, much more enjoyable.
I talked to Chris yesterday. He made me realize something very important about my love life. I've been complaining that every guy in Yuma just wants to be "friends with benefits", and aren't looking for a relationship. In reality, there are nice guys out there, its that my standards are too for me to see it. All the guys I've been interested in are very cute, and nice and stuff. But i've only been looking on the outside. I guess I feel like that's all I have left. Sorry ugly guys dont do it for me...its blunt, its cocky, and somewhat bitchy. But I dont think much of anyone anymore. I guess a nice personality does nothing to me, but a six pack abs...yeah that sounds nice... Shoot me down, I cant stand myself
I just got word that my mom is still in surgery, but everything seems to be ok. She'll be just fine