Dec 18, 2003 12:06
have all this family stuff to do .. im kinda upset.... my GF basically has to spend all of Christmas Eve w/ her family. It's like her mom thinks she is 12 ya know? if she were to not go, it'd just create hell for herself. so once again, i gotta give up my time with her to save her alot of problems at home. but it really sucks, because i just wanna cuddle with her by the fire .. but nooooooo.
christmas day is a long day.. always is. i probably wont see her till 8 or 9 that night either. how frustrating.
and i dont really feel like i can goto her relatives because ... with her sister and sisters bf being there .. it just creates an akwardness. plus, i dont know them .. and i dont really feel like her family tries to accept anyone new. like .. it took her sister going out w/ her bf for 3 years before he got invited to family events. i got invited to a couple, and amber seriously was shocked .. she is like "they never do this .. they must really like you"
she is like "i cant miss a christmas family event .. i wont live to see the next day". in a way i feel bad but its like, ive been dealing with this family shit the entire realtionship, u can only do it so long.
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