perpetual limbo

[bevin]

I can't seem to find exactly what I am looking for.
I know what is looking for me is not exactly what I need.
perpetual limbo is my state.

The edge between temptation and sincerity.
I don't give in to one and can't seem to find the other.

I try not to look but my eyes will not close.
I long for that feeling to once again show.

Comfort. Sincerity. Genuine. Honesty.
This is what I need.