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so, i visited mr. machon today.
sometimes i think doses of him just poison me. He was telling me today how he thinks poetry is a bunch of shit. it really pissed me off. poetry is not shit. neither is music. and i guess to him it is. idk. he's made me think so much that i don't think i think for myself anymore. blah. i respect him but, poetry and music are bunches of shit? yea, okay. tohse 2 things are the only reasons why i havent followed the rest of crowd down the path of drugs and shit!!!
anyways, ive been a complete mess this week. i think its parents. i dont think i can take it anymore. i hate how they put money above jess and i. im worried about her when i go off to college. its scarring me shitless.
blah, i am sucha mess
im failing math. my teacher is doing nothing to help me. i need a tutor. i get so stressed that i just cry all the time cause i dont know what else to do.
being sick hasnt helped. its horrible. its gettin better but... ive got bad days and good days so
19 days til vaca. i cant wait to go to new york. i am so excited! rae, jess, and becky. my fav people all at once. what a relief.
sometimes i think doses of him just poison me. He was telling me today how he thinks poetry is a bunch of shit. it really pissed me off. poetry is not shit. neither is music. and i guess to him it is. idk. he's made me think so much that i don't think i think for myself anymore. blah. i respect him but, poetry and music are bunches of shit? yea, okay. tohse 2 things are the only reasons why i havent followed the rest of crowd down the path of drugs and shit!!!
anyways, ive been a complete mess this week. i think its parents. i dont think i can take it anymore. i hate how they put money above jess and i. im worried about her when i go off to college. its scarring me shitless.
blah, i am sucha mess
im failing math. my teacher is doing nothing to help me. i need a tutor. i get so stressed that i just cry all the time cause i dont know what else to do.
being sick hasnt helped. its horrible. its gettin better but... ive got bad days and good days so
19 days til vaca. i cant wait to go to new york. i am so excited! rae, jess, and becky. my fav people all at once. what a relief.