Jan 01, 2005 14:49
so its a new year, time to make all those resolutions i know i will break before the year is over. who keeps resolutions? well i will try my best. im resolving! dammit
ok resolution numero uno- drink less, a lot less and only in the company of good friends and for the right reasons
number two- excersize and eat healthy er
number three- cut out the bad people, leave the good
number four- redo my lifestyle, attitude etc.
number five- take care of myself and still take care of everyone else
number six- i come first, and it may sound selfish but everyone should do that, because you are very important. and i mean it in the non selfish way. not me me me all the time, but in matters of emotional turmoil and shit.
so those are my preliminary resolutions, we'll see how that goes
oh i forgot one
number seven-go for a year without interaction with the boy, nothing past a hello.
today always strikes me as a sad day, jan 1. because now everyones all back to business and cleaning up christmas. all the christmas trees are beside the road, like yesterdays trash. i hate taking down the tree, i would keep it up forever if i could. might be messy.
ok things are gonna be alright, things are gonna be good, things are gonna be alright. new year. new girl. its gonna be alright. ill probably fuck up a lot but maybe for better reasons now.