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[beutiflmistakex]

you know i dont think i can do this anymore...
i thought i would be okay ya know...
be strong
prove that i could so do this
but no 
i cant
i just cant...
and next year is going to be so much worse...
i dont think i have it in me..
its takin all i have right now
to be this strong
and i cant do it anymore...

i trust more then i ever thought i could but its gettin too hard
and i know no will understand
tell me im just stupid
but you dont know how i feel
your not me
i hate this so much'
i just want it to stop.

my heart can only take so much...
my heart can only be so strong...

im dying inside
and you'll never know
and never do anything to save me...