please just die...please?
So I HATE my job.....like to the point that I was in tears tonight. The fact that it got to me so bad I was crying made me even more mad. The job itself is fine.....its my co-workers. I really cant STAND IT ANYMORE. heres how it goes.
I work with :
Kelly- 29 , 5 kids, 3 baby daddies. Shes the one who wrecked her car the other saturday. She is a fat lazy ghetto bitch, who is the BIGGEST hippocrit I have EVER met EVER. Her attitude is horrific and she often gets rude with me .....OFTEN.
now you might ask why I dont just wig out on her, well shes legally insane. YES for serious. Plus shes big....and angry. But above all I aint messin with a certified basketcase. Although if she keeps pushin im gonna heave back.
Next is BRAD- 20, has another full time job on top of the one at the gas station. He's been there the longest so he knows alot and is supposedly possibly gonna be assistant manager soon. First of all he said I hit on him....not true. That disgusted me for 2 reasons....1 I thought we were cool 2 thats the kind of behavior that I take pride in not doing. (flirting aimlessly). So I always thought he was a closet homo , this proved it. Now he likes to insult me when im on the clock, he never says anything when im not on the clock, hes trying to get me fired. he calls me a bitch and everything else all the time....yes seriously. But because I need this SHIT SHITTY SHIT job I have to ignore it.
The two nightturn people are 19 a guy and girl andf they talk about eachother and the rest of the staff as does Kelly and Brad....im so fucking sick of the bullshit gossip and the RUDE treatment of myself and some customers....im tired of it......Told my manager who is 22...and she laughed.
Tonight I actually for the very first time in my life envisioned killing someone.....I was daydreaming about walking in there with a gun and shooting them all....that kinda scared me, its really affecting my well being. I dont know what to do. its very close to home which is good right now coz I dont have a car. If you read all this, thanks...it means alot that its being read.....coz im about to go insane
/end rant
I work with :
Kelly- 29 , 5 kids, 3 baby daddies. Shes the one who wrecked her car the other saturday. She is a fat lazy ghetto bitch, who is the BIGGEST hippocrit I have EVER met EVER. Her attitude is horrific and she often gets rude with me .....OFTEN.
now you might ask why I dont just wig out on her, well shes legally insane. YES for serious. Plus shes big....and angry. But above all I aint messin with a certified basketcase. Although if she keeps pushin im gonna heave back.
Next is BRAD- 20, has another full time job on top of the one at the gas station. He's been there the longest so he knows alot and is supposedly possibly gonna be assistant manager soon. First of all he said I hit on him....not true. That disgusted me for 2 reasons....1 I thought we were cool 2 thats the kind of behavior that I take pride in not doing. (flirting aimlessly). So I always thought he was a closet homo , this proved it. Now he likes to insult me when im on the clock, he never says anything when im not on the clock, hes trying to get me fired. he calls me a bitch and everything else all the time....yes seriously. But because I need this SHIT SHITTY SHIT job I have to ignore it.
The two nightturn people are 19 a guy and girl andf they talk about eachother and the rest of the staff as does Kelly and Brad....im so fucking sick of the bullshit gossip and the RUDE treatment of myself and some customers....im tired of it......Told my manager who is 22...and she laughed.
Tonight I actually for the very first time in my life envisioned killing someone.....I was daydreaming about walking in there with a gun and shooting them all....that kinda scared me, its really affecting my well being. I dont know what to do. its very close to home which is good right now coz I dont have a car. If you read all this, thanks...it means alot that its being read.....coz im about to go insane
/end rant