Sep 18, 2003 21:40
why am i always the bad guy? always! i have to sit here and be a best friend to everybody when maybe sometimes i have my own problems to deal with. every one of my friends is having a fun time just being mad at me.. lemme tell ya, it's been just a joy ride for me too. why won't anyone just tell me to my face exactly how they feel? i didn't know i was doing this, and i don't know how to help it. whatever. i swear i'm not the bad friend that everyone thinks i am. jessie, why are you so mad at me? i'm trying to be helpful and all you do is shoot it back in my face? i don't want us to be on bad terms b/c i do care about our friendship and what i thought was a GOOD friendship. lauren, i'm sorry for not being THERE. and we've already resolved this conflict. ally and kate, i'm sorry that i've become friends with alli cole and that upsets you. i'll try and be better i promise. but what's the harm in making new friends? i love being around these people. i want our entire grade to get along? GOD!!! drama drama