After a long time I am back here...
So...
I cry again while I write this.
Today was an ordernary day until I saw the announcement of Arashi...
I started crying immediatly, because I was certain that it didn't only mean 'Hiatus'.
And I am still crying now.
It is just hard to wrap my head around it.
I understand Ohno so much. And I wish him and the others all the best!
But it hurts at the same time.
After all they made me laugh and cry and everything for over 12 years of my life.
And today they made me sad. For the first time.
But to be honest: after I saw the press conference I am calmer and a little more collected.
They stood there, cried, but laughed a lot. They pretected each other and were there for each other. Exactly like they were over the last 20 years. They wore colourful clothes and not those black suites. And they said there it is a hiatus. All that combides made me a little calmer.
I love those 5 dorks a lot!
And they deserve every bit of happiness they will get.
After 20 years of giving their all for us, they deserve evrything!
We still have two years left with them. Let's make them count!!!
And some fans came up with a way better phrasing than hiatus:
Oh-chans Summer vacation!
I will call it that from now on!
Because after all: Arashi are 5! They wil come back! I believe in them!
Oh-chan, Sho-chan, Aiba-chan, Nino-chan and Jun-chan I Love You!
And I will wait for you!