I won't ever make another promise...
This weekend kicked so much ass it defies description. Friday were the Hit the Lights and Emery/ Silverstein shows. Those were both rrrrealll good. Emery was incredible. I loved it. And also, hanging out with Joe and going to a show with him was fun as shit. Just like old times. Good shit.
Saturday Mike ransacked my house at 9am and drug me to his campsite in Indiana, and i stayed there til about 5 or so and got home at 7. Man it was great to get away from shit and have a good time with an old friend. I finally got to go out on a boat again. I havent been on a boat since my family had one when i was like 10. i got to go tubing and jump out a few times going like 40. it was awesome. very very awesome.
But now i'm back in Toledo, and i've got some things to say to some people:
Kate: You never cease to amaze me, really. I'm going to keep trying to get through to you and make you realize just how great you are, even if it kills me. I won't give up on you, kiddo. Hang in there. You're great no matter what you think. You just have to promise to not give up on me in the process. I really do love you. I dont just say that because its the thing to do, i really really really mean it. I just wish we felt the same way about each other and the whole situation...
Caiti: Thank you. For listening to me. And just... Thanks for everything. I rarely thank you, but should. you completely kick ass.
Joe: Our pirate story is flawless. We will get to use it soon. Hang the fuck in there, playa.
Brenda: You are a very important person to me. Whether there's a consistent flow of conversation or not, you're always deep in my thoughts. So if i ever dont call you or something, dont think its because i dont like you or whatever, because that so isnt the case. Right now just kind of sucks for me, and i dont want you thinking its something about you or something you did. its totally my fault if that ever happens. you mean so much to me, and you dont understand that. but dont forget it. its the truth. we'll hang out someday. i just know it. <33
Dan: just keep being you, man. we have too much fun together, and i love that. you're one of the best friends i've ever had, and i really appreciate it.
I love my friends.
Saturday Mike ransacked my house at 9am and drug me to his campsite in Indiana, and i stayed there til about 5 or so and got home at 7. Man it was great to get away from shit and have a good time with an old friend. I finally got to go out on a boat again. I havent been on a boat since my family had one when i was like 10. i got to go tubing and jump out a few times going like 40. it was awesome. very very awesome.
But now i'm back in Toledo, and i've got some things to say to some people:
Kate: You never cease to amaze me, really. I'm going to keep trying to get through to you and make you realize just how great you are, even if it kills me. I won't give up on you, kiddo. Hang in there. You're great no matter what you think. You just have to promise to not give up on me in the process. I really do love you. I dont just say that because its the thing to do, i really really really mean it. I just wish we felt the same way about each other and the whole situation...
Caiti: Thank you. For listening to me. And just... Thanks for everything. I rarely thank you, but should. you completely kick ass.
Joe: Our pirate story is flawless. We will get to use it soon. Hang the fuck in there, playa.
Brenda: You are a very important person to me. Whether there's a consistent flow of conversation or not, you're always deep in my thoughts. So if i ever dont call you or something, dont think its because i dont like you or whatever, because that so isnt the case. Right now just kind of sucks for me, and i dont want you thinking its something about you or something you did. its totally my fault if that ever happens. you mean so much to me, and you dont understand that. but dont forget it. its the truth. we'll hang out someday. i just know it. <33
Dan: just keep being you, man. we have too much fun together, and i love that. you're one of the best friends i've ever had, and i really appreciate it.
I love my friends.