no way back

[betweentheeyes]

simply i need to vent
i sick of two things and i am going isane!

ok so first and foremost i am sick of illegal substances chaning, and basically ruin kids that i love
having a good time is one thing, even everyweekend isn't so bad
but when you come to a point when you have turned from the nicest kid anyone has ever met to a scumbag
and you havent seen your best friends in months because their names aren't maryjane and gangua
IT IS QUITE ENOUGH THANKYOU

mmm so secondly, as cliche as it sounds...
i want a boyfriend so bad
i want someone to actually care about me and that i actually really care about
for a while now everything with anyone has seemed so one sided
or simply just for the ass and i couldnt be more sick of that
i want to be happy with one boy and i want to just be able to exist and not have to deal with stupid kids and their VERY unecessary shit

I miss you so terribly and think about you always
But then it's just my luck that the boy you use to be
is only a photograph and a box of letters.

mushy and depressed flesh all a mesh, i dont miss days like these

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK