Dec 19, 2004 09:49
fuck you joe fuck you im just gonna say it out right cause im done! yes i blocked you but sadly that was the only way was i could get any space from you so rather than just prolong another argument i just blocked you...yes i loved you dont be fucking stupid you noe you meant everything to me you noe you saved me you fucking rescued me from a life that was gonna depress me to death you captivated me you still effing do but that was me at 14 joe im not 14 anymore its been 3 years and ive changed and whether not you wanna believed it you changed me, the experiences i went throught with you, while they were the most amazing, forced me to begin to grow up and change yes fucking change so yes im a new girl and i had to make a choice so i mad the choice to separate from you and explore who i was now because i have no idea and you sat there and you lied through your teeth yes lied at me when you sad it would be fine when you said you wanted me to be happy when you said you had moved on when you said you would RESPECT MY SPACE you lied and i delt with it for almost two months joe, two months of nothing but crying everytime i talked to u and two months of dealing just so u could be ok but that means shit to you ABSOLUTE SHIT SHIT SHIT and i cant do that any mroe because it makes everything pointless...its make us breaking up ponitless because we broke up because i was to invled with the us factor and not at all worried about me so go ahead call me selfish call me mean call me whatever the fuck you want at this point because I AM DONE CARING ABOUT YOU for now you wasted it you wasted it with your lies and you malace and your sneaky way of getting me you wasted it and you blame me...yes i hurt you and i am forever sorry but thats all i can be! And do yourself a effing favor and lay off of people who have zero to do with this situation just lay the fuck off...
BTW BTW BTW BTW this was a direct result of your blog ;c)