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busy life is busy. oh my god.
also, i hate the feeling of knowing i'm avoiding something, and just not being able to get over the anxiety enough to make myself do it. ugh, ugh, ugh. thank god i have an appointment with a counselor next week-- only took me 8 months, but i've done it now and it's a huge fucking relief.
resolution : tonight i will email my father. it's not the totally responsible thing, which would be calling, but it's good enough for government work. -.-;;;
still trying to figure out what i'm doing with this account. not that i've been doing a hell of a lot on LJ at all, either, lately. i really want to get
subspacetransmissions up and running, i'm still really excited about that and about figuring out how to muscle some sort of audio recording program onto this computer, becuase hot damn i want to podfic like it's my job. :}
okay. time for some pizza, and possibly a night alone in my room like the recluse i am. >.>;;;
--ETA : especially since the remix/redux stories have all been posted... i have a lot of reading to do. :3
also, i hate the feeling of knowing i'm avoiding something, and just not being able to get over the anxiety enough to make myself do it. ugh, ugh, ugh. thank god i have an appointment with a counselor next week-- only took me 8 months, but i've done it now and it's a huge fucking relief.
resolution : tonight i will email my father. it's not the totally responsible thing, which would be calling, but it's good enough for government work. -.-;;;
still trying to figure out what i'm doing with this account. not that i've been doing a hell of a lot on LJ at all, either, lately. i really want to get
subspacetransmissions up and running, i'm still really excited about that and about figuring out how to muscle some sort of audio recording program onto this computer, becuase hot damn i want to podfic like it's my job. :}
okay. time for some pizza, and possibly a night alone in my room like the recluse i am. >.>;;;
--ETA : especially since the remix/redux stories have all been posted... i have a lot of reading to do. :3