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[betweenroses]

seriously, what the hell is wrong with me. i can't stop crying. i mean i did! then i looked down and there were 3 tennis balls in front of me and i realized how much having animals around makes life better sometimes and how much i love mckinsey and how he's so old. and how lynn flat out said no animals at all to me as we were signing our lease even though i had told her i wanted a cat and she seemed fine with it.

haha i should not be crying over missing my pets and wanting to get my own pets and the reality that one day my old dog is going to die.

i don't think i've ever been this dumb about my emotions before. at least not since like mid high school. hahahaha

i'm so dumb.