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I AM A MONUMENTAL IDIOT. seriously?! i'm really just dumb. like i may be the most socially inappropriate person ever. or awkward. or something. all i know is that i have the worst freaking word vomit ever. not that i wasn't sincere with my most recent incident but it was just really not the right...the right anything hahaha i suck so bad.
but, i can at least laugh at myself, and laugh that my two girl friends and i stayed out WAAAAAY past our bedtimes last night and are now all hung over and have to go to a prep class for our boards. at least i know that i'm going to get coffee for my classmates and my daddy is getting a bagel....and at least regardless of how my really embarrassing lack of frontal filter continues to work for me, i still think life is good.
AND i showered this morning so that i wouldn't smell like booze in class. yay 3 hours of sleep.
i think i need to stop celebrating the end of school, i think i've been celebrating for two weeks. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.
but, i can at least laugh at myself, and laugh that my two girl friends and i stayed out WAAAAAY past our bedtimes last night and are now all hung over and have to go to a prep class for our boards. at least i know that i'm going to get coffee for my classmates and my daddy is getting a bagel....and at least regardless of how my really embarrassing lack of frontal filter continues to work for me, i still think life is good.
AND i showered this morning so that i wouldn't smell like booze in class. yay 3 hours of sleep.
i think i need to stop celebrating the end of school, i think i've been celebrating for two weeks. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.