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hilarious day. i mean comically bad at least. and it's only 1133am
so yeah
i wake up this morning, and go "shit i have an interview today" slash i'm excited and nervous as i always am for job interviews. this one is at St. Agnes in the ICU.
but i realize not only do i not have time to shave my legs so that i can wear my suit skirt/suit (which i probably would not have worn anyway)
but i also have nothing ironed.
so i like run all over the house, while trying to also brew coffee, and find something that matches (my constant dilemma is that i have brown pants and a brown sweater from express that i never can decide if they match and brown shoes and a brown belt AND THEY ARE ALL DIFFERENT SHADES OF BROWN)
and i needed a shirt to go under the sweater, so i picked this white shirt from the limited but i don't own ANY white or beige bras. (whoops my bad) so i'm like WHAT DO I DO.
sooo i'm currently wearing my mom's bra. which is weird, because my mom is much smaller chested than i am, but she has a bigger band size so like it works okay...since the shirt i'm wearing now (purple boat neck/crew neck shirt from banana -- with the sweater and the pants and the shoes that i can't figure out if they match...)
and then like can i wear jewelery to a job interview?? i went with no. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DRESS MYSELF I WEAR SCRUBS MOST OF THE TIME WAHHH
SO basically that was really stressful and i was late leaving for class because of it, and as i go to poor coffee into my coffee mug, i'm like "oh i'll just shake it to mix it" and i make sure the lid is on tight and everything (because the mug i usually use, this would be a good idea) NOT A GOOD IDEA. fuck you starbucks and your subpar very expensive product!! coffee all over the floor. actually the towel i used to clean it up is still on the floor. i should go pick that up.
then i miss the longest light ever. so that's just all very stressful
then on my way into class, my heels have been re-heeled lately but they need to also be re-soled too...and i'm crossing the street, a bunch of cars stopped on either side of me...and it's one of those crosswalks that are painted onto a painted speed bump (so that you can't miss them haha) .... well the traction with my shoes sucks and i start to fall. i try to catch myself but it leaves me in an awkward balancing limbo like state. it's awful. this goes on for at least 5-10 seconds...in the middle of the road...with cars on both sides of the road watching...and people all over the place.
so that's really embarrassing and actually was really painful the way that i ended up contorting myself.
HOPEFULLY THIS IS NOT A SIGN OF THE IMPENDING DOOM THAT IS ABOUT TO BESEECH ME AT MY JOB INTERVIEW. (beseech may not be the right word i was looking for? probably not. i no longer care)
I'm sorry i took my cross off this morning jesus, seriously though i thought it was an awkward length with my outfit and fell down my shirt and drew attention to down my shirt, not something i'm trying to do, that's why dressing was so hard AHH and i'm trying to pretend at least to be professional)
now i'm going to go treat myself to chipotle because it just opened and i think i've earned it.
oh but good news i think? i called to follow up on my job interview from last tuesday, and the nurse recruiter said that they have not yet made a decision so that means there's still hope. i really really really really want the job at AAMC. i mean the job at st. agnes that i'm interviewing for today is in the ICU, that's what i really want to do with my life, but the job at AAMC is in their special care unit, and it's all old people and for some reason i've gotten really attached to the idea of working on this 12 bed unit (that's a really really small unit)
pray or whatever for me guys!
so yeah
i wake up this morning, and go "shit i have an interview today" slash i'm excited and nervous as i always am for job interviews. this one is at St. Agnes in the ICU.
but i realize not only do i not have time to shave my legs so that i can wear my suit skirt/suit (which i probably would not have worn anyway)
but i also have nothing ironed.
so i like run all over the house, while trying to also brew coffee, and find something that matches (my constant dilemma is that i have brown pants and a brown sweater from express that i never can decide if they match and brown shoes and a brown belt AND THEY ARE ALL DIFFERENT SHADES OF BROWN)
and i needed a shirt to go under the sweater, so i picked this white shirt from the limited but i don't own ANY white or beige bras. (whoops my bad) so i'm like WHAT DO I DO.
sooo i'm currently wearing my mom's bra. which is weird, because my mom is much smaller chested than i am, but she has a bigger band size so like it works okay...since the shirt i'm wearing now (purple boat neck/crew neck shirt from banana -- with the sweater and the pants and the shoes that i can't figure out if they match...)
and then like can i wear jewelery to a job interview?? i went with no. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DRESS MYSELF I WEAR SCRUBS MOST OF THE TIME WAHHH
SO basically that was really stressful and i was late leaving for class because of it, and as i go to poor coffee into my coffee mug, i'm like "oh i'll just shake it to mix it" and i make sure the lid is on tight and everything (because the mug i usually use, this would be a good idea) NOT A GOOD IDEA. fuck you starbucks and your subpar very expensive product!! coffee all over the floor. actually the towel i used to clean it up is still on the floor. i should go pick that up.
then i miss the longest light ever. so that's just all very stressful
then on my way into class, my heels have been re-heeled lately but they need to also be re-soled too...and i'm crossing the street, a bunch of cars stopped on either side of me...and it's one of those crosswalks that are painted onto a painted speed bump (so that you can't miss them haha) .... well the traction with my shoes sucks and i start to fall. i try to catch myself but it leaves me in an awkward balancing limbo like state. it's awful. this goes on for at least 5-10 seconds...in the middle of the road...with cars on both sides of the road watching...and people all over the place.
so that's really embarrassing and actually was really painful the way that i ended up contorting myself.
HOPEFULLY THIS IS NOT A SIGN OF THE IMPENDING DOOM THAT IS ABOUT TO BESEECH ME AT MY JOB INTERVIEW. (beseech may not be the right word i was looking for? probably not. i no longer care)
I'm sorry i took my cross off this morning jesus, seriously though i thought it was an awkward length with my outfit and fell down my shirt and drew attention to down my shirt, not something i'm trying to do, that's why dressing was so hard AHH and i'm trying to pretend at least to be professional)
now i'm going to go treat myself to chipotle because it just opened and i think i've earned it.
oh but good news i think? i called to follow up on my job interview from last tuesday, and the nurse recruiter said that they have not yet made a decision so that means there's still hope. i really really really really want the job at AAMC. i mean the job at st. agnes that i'm interviewing for today is in the ICU, that's what i really want to do with my life, but the job at AAMC is in their special care unit, and it's all old people and for some reason i've gotten really attached to the idea of working on this 12 bed unit (that's a really really small unit)
pray or whatever for me guys!