No clue
Why do I pretend I've got it all? I want to believe my life is as good as I say it is. And perhaps it makes things feel a little better. There's still a lot of habits I've got to get rid of and I have to start getting my act together. I need to stop making my life a joke. I'm going to be 20 in like 5 months, need to find a job, get even more focused with school, learn to be less shy with everything, and maybe get into some painting classes. Another crutial change I need to make, is to stop being so dependant on my mother. I love that woman to death and she's been nothing but a blessing. I'm so greatful for the things she's done, I beleive its time I live my life on my own terms. I have to grow up, and it starts now.