Hell's a cold, cold place to be...
Ok, so I finally made the switch to LJ. Time will tell if this works out, since blogspot saw me make 2 entries and give up midway the third. Hi to all, I hope you have a good time tonite. If you don't, beat the pulp out of the guy who directed you here. All characters in this blog are real and actual people (unless mentioned so, or not so, whatever). The memories might not be, depending on the elevation at the time of writing. Crawl into my parlour...
Reality bends for no one
After two straight hours of staring at a spoon, I gave up on yet another childhood fantasy of mine- to become that special person in the whole world who can alter reality as he pleases. Which leads me to ask- despite the probabilistic impossibility; why do we think so highly of ourselves, no matter who we are? Don't give me any of that diplomatic b.s., the truth is sometime in our past (or maybe more than once) each one of us has caught ourselves staring at the ceiling thinking about how we're better than the rest (manic depressive inferiority complex consumed losers obviously get a legbye here). It's alright, it's not a bad thing to do; anything for a laugh, right? I think the answer lies in the balance of nature theory- 'for one plus, there exists one minus'. You do the math, I'm beyond explaining basic principles of philosophy to nincompoops like you. In case you do figure it out, well whoopee, you're now one level above subhuman. It's obvious I've been staring at the ceiling too much.
Love me, love me (Say that you love me)
Like a kid screaming into his pillow in the middle of the night, I've become a ranting lunatic after what seemed like a reasonably long period of happiness (2 months is quite long by any standard). Loneliness is creeping up making all the other people standing around me seem like chinese stone soldiers. Apologies to all my buddies in hwing, but I feel the need for female companionship so bad, it hurts when I see couples on the road and everywhere else. What a time to be stuck in B'lore.
Current status: Chickbuddy confirmed, but what the hell?
Will continue later tonight...
"Poison is nothing but a key to another world..."