Feb 20, 2006 17:39
kates on the way to pick me up from school. her and pookie are lost and i feel bad and helpless so im making an lj blog. felipe does not have a big dick. :( hes been sleeping in the same bed with me for 4 or 5 nights/days with me now. its guna be lonely without him this weekend. at least he'll be with his g/f. i think actually hes going skiing. i wonder if the only kind of skiing i'll ever do is coke. god damn lower middle class. oh well.. i dont know if i like him. hes cool and everything. hmm. im indifferent im just glad hes here. i dont want to develop feelings for someone else boyfriend anyway. its guna feel good to take a break and go home. im just sad cari is guna be in the suite all alone. she'll probably do alot of masturbating i bet. do the hustle. blehhhh...i hope kates not still lost. i feel guilty.
thats from friday ^
today. i feel like shit.. so much drama here. people like to know my business and pass judgement on me. i dont even know if its all worth it. :(