Dec 04, 2005 09:51
what a strange feeling i have today.
i feel so strange. mix hopefull and lonely. the jack johnson is throwing everything off.. the snow outside is so strange. first snow of the season. i dont want winter!! god last night was fun i think. i was drunk i know that much. i crush on a boy named henny. but i dont say anything really. i like to let life around me develop. and i jump in when i feel i can. which is usually after a few beers . and shots. lol alright my cramps are kicking in. and im awake at 955 wtf.
theres a boy at home named joe. and he called me girlie and my heart got happy. :/ whudeva.. the world keeps turning