I need everyones honest... honest... honest... honesty

[bettydavis_eyes]

Monday I went to the mall and as I was walking to the entrance I saw a kid crying on a bench. Everyone passed him by and sometimes people exchanged a glance only to say with their eyes, "what's this kids problem?!" So, I sat myself beside this kid and just made an upset face and said..."has the ice cream truck come yet?" He just looked at me and smiled.. "no, not yet silly!" "Well, as long as I don't miss it. You know, my favorite ice cream is the ice one.. WITH GUM IN THE BOTTOM!" "Really?! My sister liked that one." "Well, your sister was one awesome girl." "She passed away last week, I miss her." "She's looking at you now, holding you trying to help you stop crying. It'll be okay, she misses you too. It's up to you to continue to make her happy in heaven." I smiled and he ran after me and said, "your an angel. thank you." I just smiled real big and walked off. My heart seems somewhat lighter and my spirits lifted. We all know my personal opinion of myself. But to have this little kid express his appreaciation just meant a lot. I try to be nice to everyone, but sometimes.. it's nice to be thanked. So, I recommand people just be nice to everyone. Sharing a smile does a lot more than you'll ever believe.

I'm super excited for tomorrow. My friends, the show, my lip PIERCING. Hahaha. You guys, I'm physched. I miss Shane. It sucks out loud. I miss Hailey, which really blows. But I'm happy we finally have break. Still looking for that lover. Any tips on how to find him, lemme know. Hanging out with Ian made me feel happy. He's a awesome kid. Kudos to you Ian, you rock at life. So, talking to Trey today. We had a conversation. He said when he first met me.... well here's the convo. bitches. <3 Thesceneownsu [9:26 PM]: when i first met u i noticed u with ur friends across the room
Twostepnonugrave [9:26 PM]: ::Like a movie;:
Thesceneownsu [9:27 PM]: yea it was like time stoppped
Thesceneownsu [9:27 PM]: i just noticed how u made them all laugh and smile
Thesceneownsu [9:27 PM]: and u glanced my way and smiled
Thesceneownsu [9:27 PM]: i just MELTED
Twostepnonugrave [9:27 PM]: your sweet
Thesceneownsu [9:28 PM]: everything about you just drew me to you
Thesceneownsu [9:28 PM]: i guess i sound lame
Thesceneownsu [9:28 PM]: but ur not like other girls
Thesceneownsu [9:28 PM]: and u dont give urself enough credit
Twostepnonugrave [9:28 PM]: I didn't know you felt this way, silly goose
Twostepnonugrave [9:28 PM]: :-)
Thesceneownsu [9:29 PM]: you always find a way to make people smile even if UR the one feeling down
Thesceneownsu [9:29 PM]: and ur just amazing
Thesceneownsu [9:29 PM]: i mean u come off with so much confidence
Twostepnonugrave [9:29 PM]: Haha I have NONE
Thesceneownsu [9:29 PM]: but you can't tell
Thesceneownsu [9:29 PM]: just the way you hold conversation, you seem to care about such minut details
Thesceneownsu [9:30 PM]: which can make all the difference
Twostepnonugrave [9:30 PM]: Thank you soo much
Twostepnonugrave [9:30 PM]: Aw, trey
Thesceneownsu [9:30 PM]: listen, i'm only jealous because everyone wants u and i couldnt stand the thought of losing u to my friends
Thesceneownsu [9:30 PM]: im sorry
Thesceneownsu [9:30 PM]: but i dont want you to feel any less about yourself
Thesceneownsu [9:31 PM]: you will always be the most unique and breathtaking beautiful person i've ever met in every way possible
Thesceneownsu [9:31 PM]: and I know, for a fact I'm not the only one who thinks so
Thesceneownsu [9:31 PM]: sweet dreams gorgeous

well, be safe you guys. don't get too crunk without me. Um, duah it's totally not a partay if I'm not there. And I leave you with.........

My obsession with kissing girls purely for fun. You know, like worshiping Satan is fun

btw, if anyone knows how to personalize your mood icon set lemme know. I have pics I want to use. <3 <3